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| Louisville a week from this tuesday. Sweet.
Then a weekend of dog sitting... blah. And a bridal shower yay!
And hopefully I'll get to see Michael a week or so after that.  | | |
| My husband.
When my puppy snores.
When my puppy barks in his sleep... (Little yips, it's very cute)
When my puppy hiccups... he does this all the time
When my kitty snuggles with me just because.
Talking to my hubby on the phone.
Making mini-road trips to see the hubby.
Watching a good feel-good movie.
The smell after it rains.
Fresh fallen snow early in the morning when it is sparkly.
Spring.
Flowers.
Sunsets.
Taking my mom out for dinner.
Singing oldies with dad.
Chatting with my brother.
A nice clean, crisp wine.
Yvette and "her people"
A good book.
Walking to McDonalds for ice cream.
Thinking about the two weeks leave I'll get to spend with my husband one day.
Getting my hubby little surprises.
The day my husband comes home to me for good. Now there's the best thought.
I love you Michael. You are so wonderful. I miss you. I love "our secrets." I love your laugh. You're beautiful like an Eagle. Every day of this past two years and some change has been so incredibly special. I cannot wait to spend each day with you for the rest of our lives. You are like the best christmas present, birthday present, and dream come true all wrapped up into one...
I am a missile fall from sky. Shooooooo | | |
| So the US Army decided to give Michael and me a "present" for our second year anniversary: One Round trip ticket to IRAQ! For him only the snobs.
So ya, there's the jist of the update.
Michael is currently in South Carolina, then Missouri, then the wide blue yonder for a year.
I am staying with my parents for a couple months until I save up enough money to move.
I am currently working as a temporary assistant/technician at Pinnacl Actuaries.
O and no one wants to rent a place to a girl with a Rottie mix puppy. But we'll figure something out.
That about wraps it up. Back again sometime I'm sure. | | |
| Married 360 days...
Employee for Christian Book Warehouse 127 days...
Manager for approximately 14 days...
Kitty owner for approximately 70ish days...
That is all.
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| "You see I don't look for approval from people, so I am free to love"
I recently had a conversation with a good friend of mine about love and girls and all that complicated stuff. It came down to a point where I shared what I myself have learned from hindsight and my own struggles. It is such a freeing thought, that I think I will now share it with whoever still reads this thing.
I used to run from committed relationships, because I was afraid. Afraid of the relationship, afraid of the man, afraid it might actually be real that time, afraid that it wouldn't be, and mostly, afraid of myself. I was looking to be accepted... to find someone or something to fill this gap in my heart. And one day, that changed. I realized no boy could ever do that, that my approval, my acceptance doesn't come from anyone but from my God who never changes. And with this truth, it became a fact in my heart, not just a thought.
I AM beautiful. I AM worthwhile. And I KNOW it. And now that I no longer rely on others to fill me, I am Free to Love...
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